It was gentle, overnight, and very predictable down to the hour in which I would need to plan on being near the John. Now I while there has been some understanding, I've also heard, "They're so bad for you.", "Colon cancer is a killer.", and "What happens if you develop an addiction?". Well, I DO know they're bad for me, cancer IS a bitch, and I AM addicted but hey, I love food way to much to be anorexic, I would rather die than make myself vomit, and don't enjoy math enough to calorie count all day. After taking five to seven pills a day for more than half a decade it's not as easy to give up as soda so here I am, Day 5, sitting on my bed feeling like a bloated whale. I've never wanted to take a dump so bad in my life...
Please understand, though, that while this withdrawl is kicking my ass - hard - I don't have the ability to back down from a challenge. I mean it's a dare, right? No exercise for me again today, but I'm here and I'm still IN IT! I will finish and I will be glad I left my old habits in the dust.
Keep up the good work! Remember that anything worth achieving is not always easy. You are a strong and determined person, you can do this!! When you are having a down moment get on here an write , you can also call me!!;)
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